I Cried

ELSS MOCK CAMPAGIN
30/10 20.30 -- 1/11 18.30
Total mock campagin-ing hrs:43 hrs +(4 and 1/2 hrs break)

Total sleeping hrs in granted break: 1 and 1/2 hr

Longest record stayed awake: 31 hrs (continuous)

Another record: I cried twice in front of a whole lot of ppl
Lesson learnt: I can't control my emotions as well as i thought.

Regrets? No regrets.

Just. Embarrassing...
Before this, I have forgotten how relieving it is to cry out loud.

If i were to cry in the past, I would do it in the dark/ while taking a bath and muffle up the sounds so the rest of my family won't know or hear.

I've always thought I've learnt the art of silent crying --

when i could be crying underneath my elder sis's bed and she wouldn't even notice.
But one thing I've still proved -- my recovering ability after crying is still very high

Still, it's rather embarassing
BUT. I wasn't the only one who cried so..... bleh.